top of page
20201113_171655 (1).jpg

Welcome to 2020 The Year That Nearly Killed Me., a unique blog here for you to explore. 2020 The Year That Nearly Killed Me. has added such value to my life, and I love having the opportunity to share my passions and thoughts with my loyal readers. Read on, and enjoy.

Explore
Home: Welcome

Birthday Parties.

Growing up my Mom always made a big deal out of my birthday. One year it was at a Salon, another a chocolate maker came to my house. She...

Stepford.

For years I tried to be a stepford wife. I was pretty sure I was damn near close. Not perfect by any means, but near. The monogrammed...

One Room Schoolhouse.

As if my stress levels couldn't be high enough, let's make all kids have school at home. Virtually. I have begun to despise the word...

Pretend.

A massive part of parenting is pretending we know what we are doing. Especially with the first child. We are all clueless. Considering...

Bridges.

Truth is, I have burned enough bridges this past year to last a lifetime. Truth is, I am in the weeds. Circling the drain. Drowning and...

Compliments.

It is amazing how underrated compliments are. My kids bus driver called me "Hollywood" the other day. Two days ago, at CVS, a woman said...

Silence is Golden.

After years and years of screaming, I am trying to use quiet. After running and trying to ring every Church bell, I am going to try...

Season of Me.

What happens when you take a look in the mirror? I see a tired, exhausted woman, but I see a small sparkle being restored in her eyes. A...

Invalid.

I am done being called crazy. Finished. Terminated. Concluded. I am done with being told that my feelings are unjust, and invalidated, by...

Priorities.

As I look back to move forward, I realize I was never a priority. I was along for the ride. At his mercy. At his dictation. Engaging on...

Ugly.

As much as I try to put on a good "face," I feel ugly. Horrid. Disgusting. Hideous. My tear stained face, a mess. A face unwanted....

Tears.

The tears I have cried this year could fill a swimming pool. Salty, bitter, sour, acidic tears. Today, I heard my Son wailing. He just...

Checked Out.

Once my Mother died, the veil lifted. After years of feeling torn in a million directions, I checked back into my marriage, only to find...

Unseen.

It is an awful feeling to go unnoticed. To go unseen. To feel invisible. To feel so unattractive and repulsive. That you begin to...

The Concord Cafe.

Somewhere in this journey of motherhood I came to be the proprietor of a restaurant. Concord Café. I enjoy cooking. I do not however,...

The Flight.

Once I had a full time job and had graduated from college, my Mom decided we needed another adventure. She had decided we would spend a...

The City of Lights.

When I was 11, my Mother organized our first trip as a family, to Europe. After my Mom graduated college, she spent a year traveling...

Stolen Consequences.

Have you ever stolen something? If you answered no, you might want to think again. Sometimes, when we love someone so much, we steal...

Billy Goat.

I don't know the exact day. But at some point I decided to grow chin hairs. I am not sure when my body decided this, but it did. As a...

FAO Schwartz.

Every year on my birthday, my Mom and I would make the trek to the famous FAO Schwartz toy store on 5th avenue. Even as I type this, I am...

Home: Blog2

Subscribe Form

Stay up to date

Thanks for submitting!

Home: Subscribe

CONTACT

500 Terry Francois Street San Francisco, CA 94158

201-819-8767

Thanks for submitting!

Home: Contact

Subscribe Form

Thanks for submitting!

©2020 by 2020 The Year That Nearly Killed Me.. Proudly created with Wix.com

  • Twitter
bottom of page