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Devastated.

cynthiafoustvenner

Just when I had thought I had seen people's true colors, I have once again been shown and taught a new lesson.


A devastating one.


Just when I didn't think I couldn't learn any more.


I did.


Just when I thought I was able to stand tall.


I was kicked once again when I was down.


It was flaunted.


Waved right in front of my face.


But I can't worry about it.


I won't worry about any of it.


A small circle growing smaller by the day.


The hour.


The minute.


I can only hope that when facing similar circumstances you don't know the pain I do.


The loss.


The desperation.


The hurt.


The isolation.


The desperation.


Realizing if I can't be loved at my worst, I surely don't want to be loved at my best.


Yet I have seen my strength.


How much grit I have.


Determination.


When everyone has left.


I see what hasn't.


Good luck, wishing you all the best


Xoxo,

C.



 
 
 

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