Today one year ago I lost the last of what was to be known as my immediate family.
Today one year ago I lost my Mother.
Today one year ago I lost what I had known to be a family unit.
Today one year ago I found out what I was made of.
Today one year ago I saw what others were made of.
Today one year ago I saw what I needed to become.
Today one year ago I became terrified.
Today one year ago I had no clue where my life would be headed.
Today one year ago I saw where I needed to go.
Today one year ago I saw a cardinal.
Today one year ago I got a phone call.
One that changed my life.
Forever.
Today one year ago I cried tears that made me heave.
Today one year ago I made plans I never wanted to make.
Today one year ago I became an adult.
Today one year ago my Mother found peace that had eluded her for years.
I love you Mom.
I hope you and Dad are watching some crime doc on tv in heaven.
Miss you both.
Terribly.
Xoxo.
C.
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