Who Do You Think You Are?

I have no idea why we put up with flagrant disrespect from others.

I have come to understand and realize that people are inherently assholes.

They want they want, at whatever cost they feel is plausible and acceptable.

However, enough is enough.

I feel that more people need to start to answering for their bullshit treatment of others.

People are becoming way too comfortable treating others like garbage.

It scares me.

And I also see these are not my people.

Their holier than thou ridiculousness is getting to be too much for me.

I am not excusing myself from this charge either.

I can be an asshole too.

I hold myself responsible for my behavior.

I look in the mirror every day.

I am not blaming someone I don't see.

I own it.

That is how I was raised.

But what I am seeing, is too many people were not taught to recognize themselves.

So just please do yourself a favor and check yourself.

I am meeting way too many people recently that are feeling way too confident in their abilities.

And their charms aren't exactly charming.

Far from from it.

It makes me remember how my kindness and trust isn't to be taken lightly.

It reminds me that my honest heart will be beat down and criticized.

But it also screams to me that I can't listen to the negative, and remind myself that I will in fact, be OK.

And that that their so called advice to me?

Is just bullying.

An adult brand I am not buying.

I need to remember that it isn't this will not be the first time my feelings will get hurt, and conversely, it won't be the last either.

Jesus am I actually an adult?

Who cares.

We are put on this earth for a reason.

But that is what life is for right; learning?

So, sit tight, and in the meantime?

Yeah don't fuck with me.

I am over a lot of shit, and a lot of people.

But I not am done with feelings.

I will NEVER be done with feelings.

No matter how many times they may get hurt, misconstrued,tangled, tortured or triumphed.

They are always still worth feeling.

Live life.

Love life.

And soak it all in.

The good, the bad, and the ugly.

It builds character, something that I have seen has been lost within this generation.

Bring it back.

Xoxo,

C.