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Unseen.

cynthiafoustvenner
Jan 19, 2021
1 min read

It is an awful feeling to go unnoticed. To go unseen. To feel invisible. To feel so unattractive and repulsive.


That you begin to question your worth. You begin to devalue yourself.


You begin to believe no one would want you, why would they? You start to think of yourself as needy and vile.


But then you have to take a step back. Take a big step back and look in the mirror, the full length mirror, and do an assessment.


Take stock of what you are viewing.


Take a deep breath and smile.


Just because you are someone's trash doesn't mean you can't be someone else's treasure.


A burden to one, can be a bounty to another.


I am still not sure of my destination, but I am relearning about myself in the process.


I am not perfect, never will be, but for now I can take back pretty.


Believe in myself.


I take out the trash, and bring back the treasure.


Promise.


Xoxo,

C.

 
 
 

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cara.mulham
Jan 19, 2021

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