My Bluejay.

I always thought Bluejays were bad.

I always imagined Cardinals as the good ones.

The ones that got reincarnation and showed love.

But I realized something.

When he got too sick for me to care for him and he was not with me, all I saw were Bluejays.

It made me weary.

I saw so many in fact, that I looked their symbolic meaning up.

I came to find out that...

Bluejays represent good fortune, strength, guidance and change.

Lord knows he did all of that for me.

So after that, I looked forward to seeing Bluejays, it meant he was close and checking in.

I even told him this, and we laughed about it.

However, now I know our conversations and laughter will be from Heaven.

He lost the battle yesterday, but I will never let him lose the war.

My heart has been shattered into a million pieces.

So to my Bluejay, I will forever know that when I see one, it is you, i will know that you are reminding me that you are there to lead me down a path of guidance and good fortune.

I also know I when I see two Cardinals they have a different message and it is one that is protecting and guiding me as well.

I guess God said the aviary needed some more diversity.

I just wish he didn't need it this much.

So to yet another angel God has collected from my life, you got your wings my love, but yours my sweetheart, are blue.

I hope you can continue to guide me as I feel so very lost right now.

I love you I love you I love you.

Kissy kissy.

Always.

Xoxo,

Cynthia.