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Medium.

  • cynthiafoustvenner
  • Aug 19, 2021
  • 2 min read

The other day I went to a medium.


I have seen this woman before, and she is amazing.


With everything that has been going on with me as of late, I was really hoping my Mother would come through, and give me some encouragement.


Tell me she sees what I am doing, and is proud.


That she understands about all that has gone down.


The other day, I got my affirmation.


The first person to come across, was my Mother, like clockwork, ready to share a thousand thoughts.


Not only did she tell me that I have got this, she said that she was proud of my actions, and shouted of how I deserve so much more.


She acknowledged how beaten down I am.


By the words of another.


By the actions of many.


How mistreated I have been by those around me.


That she sees it all.


She told me to sit tight and know karma will have the last laugh.


That she was is with me, and is angrier than hell.


And that she sees it all, and is disappointed at best, with how I have been cared for, or lack there of.


Actually, downright furious.


She feels terribly for me.


My kids.


That she worries for myself and my children, but knows we will be ok.


Just stay the course.


In due time it will all come out.


I will be vindicated.


In the meantime, don't be spiteful.


In the meantime, that is her job.


And she is right on top of that.


And that she sees and knows the truth.


Seeing true colors.


I left feeling reassured that she will always have my back, even when she isn't here.


I believe it.


She was never one to mince words.


Ever.


Man, I miss that about her.


Hopefully I can continue the path of truth telling in her honor.


And may we all see the truth for exactly what it is, even when it presents itself in another form.


She reminded me that a Queen doesn't worry about her statue.


Or status.


Only Princesses.


May we always be reminded we are Queens.


Xoxo,

C.

 
 
 

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