I am done being called crazy.
Finished.
Terminated.
Concluded.
I am done with being told that my feelings are unjust, and invalidated, by being told I am crazy.
I am cancelling the idea of being told I am irrational.
I am over being called nuts.
Fucking crazy.
I am done, you know why?
Because I am not.
I am in fact, totally sane.
I just need to keep reminding myself. I can't let myself forget, my feelings, emotions and thoughts are valid, not demented and psychotic
I am finished with the 'whatevers', totally over the 'you have no clue what you are talking abouts.'
I am exhausted with the dismissals, and hearing I am overreacting.
I am done being minimized, and being told to let it go.
I have had enough eye rolls and exasperated sighs to last a lifetime.
My feelings matter. My emotions are valid. I am speaking my truth. I am not unhinged.
What I have come to realize is that, I am just saying things that don't want to be heard.
I am confronting a wrong that doesn't want to be acknowledged.
I am speaking a truth that wants to be unsung.
I am confronting a wrong that doesn't want to be rectified.
And in turn I am being told I am not right. I am crazy.
But I am not.
What I have been subjected to is traumatic invalidation.
I will be heard.
Xoxo,
C.
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