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Lost.

cynthiafoustvenner
Jun 6
1 min read

You didn't lose me when you actually left.


You lost, and left me, well before that.


Not sure you were ever there to begin with truth be told.


That said...


You lost me in your lies.


You lost me in your cheating.


You lost me when I was in my deepest low.


You lost me when I begged for for help, and recieved none.


You lost me when I looked to you for hope, and found despair.


You lost me when I asked for truth, and found lies.


You lost me when I asked to be consoled, but you became being focused on further hurting me to mask the ridiculousness that you had created.


The baton that has been passed to you.


Awful, know it all too well.


That said, been there done that.


Karma truly is a bitch.


Atleast you have an army.


I did it alone.


But I am stronger for it.


Good luck.


Xoxo.

C..





 
 
 

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