Running.
- cynthiafoustvenner
- 2 days ago
- 2 min read
My kids aren't the only great runners in the family.
So am I.
I am great at running into trouble.
I am amazing at running away from problems.
I am highly skilled at running away from responsibilities while planted firmed on my couch.
I am next level at flat out ignoring problems that need to be resolved and are staring straight at me.
That said, I am also becoming more soft with myself in the understanding that achieving one thing a day is still that, an achievement and not abandonment.
So today I did not run, but rather I was doing; aka walking.
Maybe the things I achieved today were stupid and small, but they happened.
I existed, and people saw me, with the exclusion of the blind man I donated to, sitting outside of my Aldi.
Hey I didn't Door Dash.
Anyways...
Yes my comedic timing sucks, but if I am doing the Lord's work I feel entitled to a joke or two.
And NO I am not joking about his blindness, hell I was so blind my money didn't make it into his cup and I can see, or perhaps I can't because I am also apparently so blind I didn't read his well written sign indicating he could not see.
Now that I think about it, he had great hand writing for a blind guy.
You can't win for losing my grandmother always said.
Anyways, haters will hate but I will continue to be the mess that is me with a pure heart and open mind.
I still remain convinced that there is light at the end of the tunnel, even if it seems dark at times, in my case it is because clearly I need a new glasses prescription.
So keep the faith.
In the interim I think my next voyage will be to the eye doctor to see about stronger glasses.
But dont we all need a better view every now and again?
All I know is I don't need stronger faith in the kindness of human beings, because I am proof.
Be the good.
Xoxo,
C.
P.S. I now realize he said he was blind with a huge poster board with a nice black marker signage saying he was blind....
I have come to "see" that I can barely find a pen or pencil in my house.
The irony and puns intended.
Bro must have a really good friend to have made that for him, I am recruiting said friend as we speak.
Meanwhile next time you see a couple outside Aldi just throw a quarter at us.
My sign will read, "A sucker is born every minute, I am proof."
Sidenote it will be in braille.
Life can be tragic, sad, funny, awesome, and crazy at the same time.
Just buckle up, but try to be kind in the process.
I always try to help when I can, so please save any judgement for my stupid commentary.
I am mocking myself more than anything, and I did help, whatever the truth was or result may be.
Again, just trying to do my best.
Which usually falls short.
But it never means I won't stop trying.
Neither should you.
XoXo,
C.



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