Ballsy.

It's amazing how people can cut you off at your lowest point.

And then reappear like nothing happened.

Yeah no.

Life doesn't work that way.

You want to kick me while I am down and then years later reappear?

I know I had that whole water your garden speech, well, hear this; conversely know when to grab the weed killer.

So...

Um, no.

You have had nearly 6 years to "help."

To be my friend.

While I was in the hospital multiple times for various situations.

Sick, surgeries etc.

Not to mention...

Lamenting over a mother who died during the pandemic.

Trying to raise 3 kids practically alone, while losing a marriage?

Then finding a partner.

But losing him too and taking care of him?!

BY MYSELF.

Taking care of too much.

The stress?

Next level.

With no support.

Yeah no.

All I got were lectures from everyone around me or worse yet, I'll save that for another time.

Talk about reading a room.

What I NEEDED was A HUG.

What I wanted was help.

No one even came to see me until months after my mother died.

It was surreal and so very lonely.

That said?

What I do have for you are rocks.

And sneakers.

So go kick them, and no where next to me.

Thanks but no thanks.

If I can go this far by myself?

I've got the job covered, and I have the receipts to prove it.

Xoxo,

C.